..

it was a dream that i lived with you
a dream that i wanted to come true
n though, it all never ever happened
i cherish it, as a gift from you
how do i tell anyone what it was
what do i explain myself for the loss
only you could realize its essence
but you arent there anymore
how would you know
i wish that i could wake up n see
nothing has happened like how i imagined it to be
you would still adoringly embrace me
n the world would still be heaven for me

alas!
life would take its stride
it would leave us behind
in those memories
n though we would still exist
we wont ever be able to feel
the same old heavenly breeze

26.06.09

A railway line to heaven was in process to build
Which would go far till the hill
There was a dream of peaceful love filled guild
Being the strength together but until
A day came when strong flowing winds blew off the rails
There were no signs of the existing fairy tales
Parallel rails turned opposite ways
Bountiful love became bountiful dismays
There wasn’t any hope
What was left was some remnant smoke
Sooner or later everything had to get over
I wish i had more time savor
I wish it would not have been this way
Let the memories rest in peace i pray..

24.06.09
if I were to be what I want to be
dunno how life would be
it would be just a dream may be
cause it wouldn’t couple with reality

those bare feets won’t be able to walk that long
hearts so compassionate wont be so strong
everything right would then prove wrong
not many would agree to get along

after all theres much more than love n compassion
to reach high ends one needs some aggression
the slightest should have a long lasting impression
hurt n anguish should follow the flow in immediate fashion

how does it matter if it actually exists
who wants love to persist
even if I strive hard, the perpetual falsity wont twist
let the eternity be alone, the sky insist

the days gone by are history
let the dreams die in the closet like a mystery
let chains be the new form of being free
let the search finally end to find me

24.06.09
if I were to be what I want to be
dunno how life would be
it would be just a dream may be
cause it wouldn’t couple with reality

those bare feets won’t be able to walk that long
hearts so compassionate wont be so strong
everything right would then prove wrong
not many would agree to get along

after all theres much more than love n compassion
to reach high ends one needs some aggression
the slightest should have a long lasting impression
hurt n anguish should follow the flow in immediate fashion

how does it matter if it actually exists
who wants love to persist
even if I strive hard, the perpetual falsity wont twist
let the eternity be alone, the sky insist

the days gone by are history
let the dreams die in the closet like a mystery
let chains be the new form of being free
let the search finally end to find me

16.07.09

n gradually this time would go by
i sigh
wiping off all the reminiscence
slowly.. sucking out life
and breath by breath taking away all those moments
helpless
lost long ago
n dying bit by bit now
losing sight of the cliff while falling through the depths
engulfed in the dark
wish to have said good bye

How would it be
Don’t ask me
Though I am being strong
But don’t know if it would carry for long
It would be ages far away
Just don’t want it to be a dismay
There would be washing away waves
There would deserted dark caves
N there would be lost me
hanging between future n destiny
Wish everything turns out good to see
N not a nightmare for my testimony

02/06/09

How easy is it to forget what you don’t want to
Its like taking flight to fly from the top, when you don’t know how to
Falling down, minute by minute
Remembering past with regret
N wanting to turn back time
The golden age which leaves reminiscence
Raping our present with its presence
The lost time, a reason for our time loss now
Was once a joyous present, moment of solemn vows
N would soon be just an imagination, lost in history
Something, which was never meant to be

02/06/09

Come into my world
N see those beautiful colors of my emotions
White, blue, red, orange, yellow n green.. n many more
Come n dive into all the love that I have
Unconditional, unbounded, ubiquitous, untrammeled
Though I don’t know you, neither do I want to
I want to experience the divinity, the oneness between me n u
I just want to know, the essence which relates me to u
I want to become a part of the wholeness, which encompasses me n u
Feel n let me feel, the true meaning of a relationship
A real relationship, which is already there, doesn’t have to be made
A relationship which doesn’t give us an option to accept or reject
Which is stronger, ageless, eternal . .
Give me a chance to explore the real me, n the real relationships of my me
I wish I could feel to be the world in totality
Be with me, n feel, what I see

01/06/09

Ive faltered
But ive learned
Ive gained a new life
N ive earned my self
Ive known what I am
Ive known some meanings
Ive seen a bit of world
N im prepared for the rest of it
Im gona walk this thin line till the end
That’s where I see the light coming from
I am sure, im following the light not darkness
N im sure, I would be a light to the world