Come on you old bastard, look you came again
You think you'll hide your self in darkness, but I can clearly see your ugly face
You scoundrel, why do you always love killing my dreamz
Is it my pain you enjoy d most, or is it my agony
Why do you love to see me trampled over
What have i done to you that makes you so cruel to me
You know i would never budge in front of you
I would never do what you want me to do
Even if the guilt kills me, i am ready to face it
But the sins i have committed, i would never erase it
I know the purpose you came for, but this time you'd go empty handed
Ill not let you tear my soul and leave me stripped and stranded
Go away, leave me alone and numb
I am just happy reaping the dead memories

kuchh purani si boli hai shayad isme
kuchh suni sunai si bhasha
pyar ka ambaar chhupa hua hai isme
aur phhootti kaliyo ki nayi zindgi ki abhilasha
ae mann,kyu hai udaas
aakhir kyu hai tere antah me nirasha
khul ja,ud ja,behek le thoda
jaan le,maan le,bas yahin hai zindgi ka kinara
uchak ke chhu le apna akaash
akela nahi tu,sari srishti hai tere paaas

Breath by breath

There are so many different faces of me

n i see myself in so many different faces
yet not even one is complete
not even one belongs to my individuality
in every loss i gain so many faces
in every gain i win so much pain
there is none which encapsulates
none where this sequence would end
the cycle is on, breath by breath
just counting, until my death