koi kya kisi ki chita jalaega

jeevan k panne to kabke jalkar raakh ho chuke

kabhi jin chitron par hame naaz hota tha

aaj wo sare din jal kar raat ho chuke

bas do palke hain jo ab bhi aakash me taron ki jhalak ki pyasi hain

shayad koi tara kisi din dharti par bhi gir jae

un bechari palkon ko bhi kahan pata hai ki akhein to kab ki beh chuki
bas ek akhri saans baaki hai

par afsos hai ki ye chand lamho ko sametne ke liye bhi kafi nahi

I saw her today
Her face had swollen hard
Her voice was shivering badly
N yet she wore a faint smile
I knew wat was going on in her heart
Its really difficult to sumtyms b wat u r not
N its helpless coz there isnt a way
There wud b people pointing fingers at u
As if u have done somethng u never even thought of
But uv already started long way back
N theres nothng which u can do to undo
Wat hapens, wen u want,yet u cant become blind to ur own feelings
Wen a day comes, n suddenly life takes away everything by surprise
Knowingly or unknowingly u become a victim of ur own cruelty
I did understand her
But this is d least I cud do
Life is not dependent on feelings
But its just some feelings which I cud ever give to you

Kal kuchh palo ne mere yaado ke shamiyane me dastak di
Kuchh nam, kuchh meethe, kuch bheene,aur kuch lal rang se lipte hue
Andar bulaya, saraha, pyar se unhe panah di
Unme se kuchh pal ab tak dard se tadap rahe the
Un palo ki aanch ab tak bujhi nahi thi
Ye wahi pal the jinhone kuchh zindgiya jala di thi
Jane kyu kuchh zindgiya bhulayin nahi ja pati
Jane kyu in palo ki lapte unhe nigal nahi jati
Rakh ho chuke ehsaso ki kashish ab tak in palo ki tapish me nazar ati hai
Meri raat na jane kyu in palo ki takiya ban jati hai
Kab hogi wo raat jab andhera savera ban jaega
Kabtak yuhi mera ateet meri yaado k shamiyane ko jalaega
Kuchh kadam to aise bhi chal le meri zindgi
Jiski yaad se zakhmi na ho koi bhi aane wali khushi

i feel so lost n helpless
every time i hear your voice
soon it wont sound painful
and the stormy winds would pass by
you wont lose anything
n i never had anything to lose
i couldnt even tell you what i owe you
before you decided what not to choose
it was just me from the starting till the end
who failed to comprehend
lying and playing with mud
it was me always who couldnt understand
its not the earth or earthly things
its about the soul and the feelings
but now it has been carved on the palm of my hands
i was a stone,and now want to be the dust
for the pain you went through couldnt make me bleed enough
all i want to wish now is my breath no longer lasts
for its time for me to repay for my past
wonder if i knew you ever
still you were my own, but now no more

They say its a happy new year
But wat has changed
Sumtyms it really kills me
I dont understand y every1 has gone so insane
Who needs a new year,wasnt d last one painful enough?
There r people dying on d roads,does ne1 bothers to feel their pain?
I just dont want to hear my inner silence
It screams n mourns every second
It burns my soul alive and bleeds
Does it matter its hell or heaven
What have I made of me
N y is it me who wants to care
It chokes my heart,i can never show how much it means
How much I need u,d luv that uv never seen
I dont wana dream about a happy life anymore
Im just happy drowning in this pain
I dont need blessings or wishes anymore
I wana silently die today in this rain