Saturday, December 20, 2008

I am following you God
I cant see you
I cant hear you anymore
People doubt even your presence
But im depending on you for my life
It wont matter if you take it nowhere
It wont matter if i get nothing
What have i got anyways from anybody
I feel that you exist
Because silence n emptiness is all we get, whatever we do
N silence, cant be seen, cant be heard
Neither can emptiness
N so are you
I want to follow you
I want to merge with this silence
So as when people speak, i can unhear them
so that my self, get this power of speaking silently
N I want to become a part of this emptiness
So that even if my heart fills with grief
It can remain empty
So that when any emotion takes over
I can still remain numb
I want to be a part of you
So that I can experience life, beyond life.

2 comments:

  1. funny ... i think this post has been written to tell me something... hmmmmm(thinking mode initiated)

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  2. no buddy....i dont intend to initiate any thinking mode....
    i just write for my own happiness...
    i dont have any fight over views...i accept all in totality...thats what life is...no?

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