again the dark night is here..

again it has brought some unanswered questions..

life has become as dark as the night itself..

it would have been so better if i was away..

it seems as if first time in life..

im not able to bear the screams of the silence inside me..

i am craving for something..

which was more dear to me..than my own self..

i wish i could portray my thoughts to the person concerned..

but i can not..

not because i feel that my respect would be lost..

but because if i do try...i might under value her decision..

as it is i have done a lot to hurt..

so now let me endure the hurt...

instead of sharing it..

atleast there would be some less hurt for her..

God, i pray...be there...ur needed badly..

show us the way..