well, i dont know what i am going to write today. just want to write.
somethings in life are really worth experiencing. like for example..when you know that you cant live without something, n u r engrossed in the feeling, n suddenly that thing gets cut off from you..
its a mixed feeling..a happiness, that something got independent of your dependence...n a feeling that its hard to survive..even if that means curbing the independence..
a feeling that a "moh" has ended..and at the same time a feeling that this "moh" can never die..
another example of the same kind is...when you feel that you are flooded with thoughts n responsibilities...n u come to know suddenly.. that you have lost..that you were never responsible enough..
its hard to experience...but the feeling overwhelms you when you have been through it..