my world seems to be in darkness..

there's just pain, helplessness n emptiness..

whichever way i turn to.. 

there's just blackness..

may be because im scared to open my eyes..

to let go off the wetness..

i am just enjoying my loneliness..

i am actually loving my loneliness..

i just pray that i dont have to pay..

but then, im prepared too for that roughness..

its a feeling of lifelessness..

so much of unsaid unheard harass..

im learning the experiences of barrenness..

im enjoying the fruits of emptiness..

disturbed chaotic unsettled emptiness..

my health doesnt show...

im not unwell or unhappy..

but im facing a peculiar illness..

my soul n body have decided to discontinue the oneness..

yet there's no confusion, but an everlasting stillness..

im watching my life go by..

unlike so many others, i dont feel the restlessness..

I AM JUST HAPPILY BEING A PART OF THIS UNWANTED MESS..