i know now what the reason is..
but i cant defame you..the way you did..
i am hurt..that u didnt understand me even once..
that u didnt think of me when u needed..
my fault is..that i wanted you to understand..
i was at loss both ways..then why did i choose this stand..
atleast then, i could have been there..
now i cant be there at all..
i wanted something for your betterment..
but instead of lifting you to that level..i had deep fall..
n now, when im in hell..i cant even call you..
but i can never do.. what you did to me..
atleast if not better, you are at the same level that u used to..
im glad even if at my stake..u could achieve your freedom..
i tried so hard for u to achieve it when we were together..
atleast now i can take the credit solely..
thanks anyways..to make my this dream come true..
but what about the others?
you know..our dream daughter has been killed..
our dreams have been killed..
i do feel the pain..
but theres no way in which i could share it with you..
coz if i did, you would feel offended..
i can stay like this..but wont offend you..
i just pray..that you be happy this way..
that you realize this freedom till the end..
i wont come in your life again..
just taking life as it unfolds, finding answers to truths untold, striving hard to talk to my heart and soul, and trying to figure out - this mystic society and my inhumane role
Monday, December 1, 2008
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