Life is not a dream
Its not a tailor made caravan of moments
Its not an ice cream garnished with extra chocolate sauce n cherry on top
You got to fight it every moment
When you don’t have your desires
You got to fight to achieve
When you have your desires
You got to fight to maintain
N when you lose your desires
You got to fight to survive
N all these time, you got to fight to know who you are
So that you can know what your desire is
Just fight fight fight fight ..
Nothing else is coming to my sight, describing life
N after all those fights even
What we get is loss
Loss of time, loss of energy
N in some cases loss of money too
But I don’t have strength to fight now
I gave in my best to fight for a thing which I love the most
N when I won, that thing didn’t like me
So where am I now
Again in a line of contenders to fight
N this time, to fight for a thing which I don’t even desire
At last I wana give up this fight now
What am I fighting for
N with whom am I fighting for
Fighting in itself means killing love
N my enemy with whom I fight, is also love
N the thing which I am fighting for is love
Which in turn I am actually not even getting at the end of the fight
So what am I doing except for wasting my time energy n money
The only three quantitative measures of humans
It seems, life is actually not made to be won
When it seems tailor made, it certainly gives failure
When it seems to be won by fight, the result is again a failure
N when it seems to be won by time, time again, gives failure
Whether it be time energy or money, it can never help us win life
So let me not try to achieve what cant be achieved in life
Let me be just a helpless merciful being